ok, loosing my damnable mind over here.
i have not smoked today and i am ready to climb the walls....so, with that said, is it just me?....
or is it this irritability frustration that could be solved with some "cuddling?
So perhaps by quitting the person will regain more sexual drive, fertility, and virility. Wonderful incentives to quit, don't you all think?
DY, I think I would prefer the "cuddle" and "chew" that Elsewhere is so afraid of to being fertile.
changing my mantra to nacho ~ not another child here ok?
ok, loosing my damnable mind over here.
i have not smoked today and i am ready to climb the walls....so, with that said, is it just me?....
or is it this irritability frustration that could be solved with some "cuddling?
For my husband's sake I hope so!!
I had my last cig Friday nite. I woke up Saturday with an empty pack and a bowl full of butts. I picked thru them, found one long enough to light, and found my lighter was empty. I took that as a sign. I had been meaning to quit for a while, especially since my dad has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. At least I won't reek when I visit him. I made it thru Saturday, but by Sunday was at the Walgreens giving them $40.00 for a starter kit of Nicorette Gum. I did not attack the box right away, but waited till the stress got to me. Had two pieces by the time I went to bed. I woke up in the middle of the night sick as a dog, thought it was the gum that did it to me, only to realize I had the flu. By the time I had recovered enough to stand up I had the nicodemon baked out of my system. It has been a mind game ever since.
I have lurked this site http://www.quitnet.com/, and have found some helpful ideas. I use the word NOPE like a mantra meaning Not One Puff Ever. Since I have the drug out of my system and don't want to put any more in with the gum, I use NACHO meaning Not Another Chew, Hold On. I am lucky too, because I am not around any smokers.
By the way Sparkplug, I no longer need this box of gum. Please PM me if you would like to give it a try.
Laura~SlaveNoMore (and sexier too, I hope!)
the watchtowers call to all congregations for accountants and lawyers especially those familiar with tax laws makes me seriously think they may be in hot water.
since the watchtower organization has been very vocal especially in the past about its anti-government stanse and its df'ing of persons that join the military,or other government jobs, i'm willing to speculate that the united state counter intellignece agency has seen the need to sneak some of its agents inside the wt, for internal security purposes.
also i'm sure that the internal revenue has been keeping a close eye on the gb,, the reason being that they are a huge cash cow, and a dishonest coniving mind control cult.
Truth_about_the Truth, I am currently reading an online book by Springmyer. Pretty bizzare, not to mention scary. The chapter I just finished mentions Franz et.al. http://educate-yourself.org/mc/illumformula4chap.shtml part B speaks of the Franz connection to the CIA mind control program. I always wondered if we were being used as some kind of testing or proving ground for government backed mind control. After all, the society lied about the love, blood, malawi, the un...then there is RandCam.
Who is this Springmyer, and how credible is he? In the chapter 3 drug section, I did find some glaring errors (LSD-25's main ingredient is psylocybin?!?!?).
good morning fellow servants of the lord, and welcome!
lets all stand and sing song number #666 "our merciful god" .
*passes really big collection plate* .
life at armpit level in crowds suck!i hereby disassociate myself from the church of Gumby!
and if i ever reach 5ft i'm gonna kick your behiney!
Candidly, I know what you mean! I'm sending your way a can of Oust for those 'uncomfortable' social situations. Don't fret about being short, you lovely emu-you! With neck and beak, you can peck from toe to cheek.
thinking about vallis assembly post on the other board made me think of an evil idea.
suppose you were at an assembly eating lunch with the elder about to give the next talk (one of those two hour groaners).
all of a sudden he leaves to use the bathroom and you have a chance to sneak an illegal narcotic of your choice into his food*.
Unless it is a formal white jacket situation, why waste the goodies on 'em? Thorazine, anyone?
enough of the wts intimidation and getting away with all sorts of crap.
we, "the people", have more power than they, "the establishment", do.. this year i propose that we make ourselves heard and noticed.
that as many people as possible protest at their beloved memorial - the one event that is "most sacred" to them.. i am not suggesting that we disrupt or do anything illegal but simply that we exercise our right to take up their offer of free wine and make a statement.. go, drink.
Simon, in theory I like your suggestion. Memorial is THE Dubbie holiday. They usually drag all their studies, and any other 'worldly' individual unfortunate enough to accept their invitation to the Memorial. I like Beans suggestion. Rather than disruption inside the hall, how bout a silent picket, with signs to draw attention to the pedophile problem. Sayings like '1 in 4 Congos. harbor a pedo. Is it this the one?' or 'WTBTS policy allows pedos to operate here'. Or 'WWW.Silentlambs.org'. Even better, if you are near a hall with a convicted pedo or abuser. Name names. It is a matter of public record.
How many worldly ones would be likely to go back? How many studies or publishers might take a second look at the society?
when you were leaving the witnesses, were there songs you liked to play which expressed something of what you were feeling?.
here are the tracks which i turned up and sang to:.
who wants to live forever?
From Queen's Bohemian Raphosody, Death on Two Legs Words and music by freddie mercury
You suck my blood like a leech
You break the law and you preach
Screw my brain till it hurts
You?ve taken all my money
And you want more
Misguided old mule with your pig headed rules
With your narrow minded cronies
Who are fools of the first division
Death on two legs
You?re tearing me apart
Death on two legs
You?ve never had a heart of your own
Kill joy bad guy big talking small fry
You?re just an old barrow boy
Have you found a new toy to replace me?
Can you face me?
But now you can kiss my ass goodbye
Feel good are you satisfied?
Do you feel like suicide?
(I think you should)
Is your conscience all right
Does it plague you at night?
Do you feel good feel good?
You talk like a big business tycoon
You?re just a hot air balloon
So no one gives you a damn
You?re just an overgrown schoolboy
Let me tan your hide
A dog with disease
You?re the king of the ?sleaze?
Put your money where your mouth is
Mister know-all
Was the fin on your back
Part of the deal? (shark)
Death on two legs
You?re tearing me apart
Death on two legs
You?ve never had a heart (you never did) of your own
(right from the start)
Insane you should be put inside
You?re a sewer rat decaying in a cesspool of pride
Should be made unemployed
Then make yourself null and void
Make me feel good I feel good Pretty much sums up the borg.
this memory just came to me and i wondered of anyone else remembered it.
it was at the district assembly where the questions young people ask book was launched.
all the young ones had to move and sit together in one stand of the football stadium.
Do you remember in about '99 when the bomb squad blew up a suspicious package at Leeds that turned out to be a box of Bibles?
That happened in Omaha Nebraska 'bout '94 or '95. Was a briefcase some one had left on the sidewalk outside the Music Hall after a Circus A$$embly. Was kinda gratifying to see the bomb squad blow up the thing. Wonder if some brother just got fed up and left it there, never to return to the fold?
jehovah's witness blood drive...
Families with members in cults, how to help them out. 7pm Thursday.
just wondering what your favorite books are guys.. any and all genres would be cool!
The Captains and the Kings - Taylor Caldwell
Confederacy of Dunces - JK Toole
The Stand - Stephen King
Trinity - Leon Uris (used to get funny comments from the in-laws, too bad they judge by the cover)
almost anything by Vonnegut and Michener
Dune and the new Dune series ~ plans within plans within plans (the original got pretty flakey)
That short story The Lottery by Shirley Jackson
Hanta Yo - Ruth Beebe Hill
